Realtà

Can you not see?
This harmful substance

It's breaking down in abundance
We pretend we don’t notice

But what will happen

When things starts to flare
When it replays in that mind of ours
Everything becomes sour
We complain, we cry
Then we realize after a sigh 
That healing is not easy
The way it presents itself
It's like a forensic case from hell
I’ve watched a lot of crime

Binged a lot of comedies

But I have never once found this funny

My highs get really euphoric

Almost like it's not even real

But still I can feel

And when I finally come down

I can't help but notice the frown

Reality hits then

Causing me to drop a few friends

Feeling like this makes me tired

But it is safe to say that I have tried

It's so hard to shine

When you feel like this inside

To see the light that our future holds

Should not make me feel this old

Skimming through memories

Looking back at pictures

Wondering,

“What could I have done different?”

I am not speaking for myself

And I am not speaking for you

I am simply speaking

For the sake of the truth

It also feels like I’m dreaming

So this will help me

To not mix up real-life with reality

But they are the same

As I have been saying

It’s just that our real-life 

Could be us still dreaming

Still confused as to

What we are achieving

But the reality is without no doubt

If you stay confused

You will never learn the difference between the two

As dreaming without action

Can never produce a reaction

Stop trying to understand this

No matter what it is

It doesn’t normally comes easy

But if you really want it

Don’t flaunt it

Because if the wrong people see

That’s when things will start to flee

Cherish it

Take care of it

And love it

And how many times should I say this

Jabbing people in the back will not bring you bliss

It only returns regret and tears

And a lot of fear

It makes other people hurt

Your mouth becomes a gun

And your words are a trigger

But you are only making them fitter

Or should I say stronger?

I cannot wait any longer

When will I get an answer?

I will not allow you to waste my time

Answering a question is now a crime?

To many questions

And not one solution

This sort of feels like pollution

But anyways I hope you had a good day

Continue to slay

And don't be afraid to pray

Cause we have learned that

Prayer does work

Not matter how hurt.

kayanna☺.

So how I came up with this poem?

I wrote on a piece of paper originally in my class, then I took a pic and wrote it on a google doc and I extended it from there.

you can send in your poems to my email on my profile so I can publish them!